More news... A close friend suffered a loss this weekend. I'm using the euphemism 'cause I don't feel like using the word "death" or any version of it. It was the boyfriend of his mother. Suicide. They'd been together for FIVE years! It's not fair... He was a nice and caring person. Somebody who could easily place a smile on your face with whatever nonsense he spoke of. He fit in just perfectly. He was, in theory, family. I never expected that to happen. I just can't be there for my friend. I want to, but he doesn't really want to be around people. Or so it seems. It's odd when you're not really close to the person who died, but to the people who were close to the deceased. And the tears shed are not really for the dead, but for those around him or her. It's the pain of others that causes such sadness. Couldn't it all be numb? Worse thing of all, you can't really do anything for that person. You can never say anything truly comforting. Nothing you give them will change the past (logically). Plus, material things... Not good. And food... well, food is food. It'll get you to stuff your face and get stuffed beyond any possibly physical movement (occasionally). -Sigh- It's good to get that off my chest. It's just too much to handle.
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So I got the possibly worse news today. Thanks to the AH1N1 virus, my school was shut down -closed. Someone got sick with that virus... Just TWO weeks before school was out for vacations!!! Pisses me off BIG time... Bimestrals were canceled. I mean, it's okay since I won't have to study that much, but it bites 'cause I seriously needed those tests to up my grades a bit. Upping them would have gotten me exempt in more classes. Happened to many others, as well. Only a couple of words cross my mind at the moment: Just my luck... The image I posted at the beginning suits the situation pretty well, in more than one way, wouldn't you agree? (Whomever you are) So... yeah... That's basically it... Life is NOT fair, but hey, we all knew that? Didn't we?
Seems like I'll be stuck in the 9th grade forever. Since school was shut down, there doesn't seem to be much chance of me being able to pass to the 10th grade, finish my high-school education along with the IB program I want to take. Oh, and lets not forget to add the fact that, hm... That probably nullifies my opportunity of going to college! I'll try not to get ahead of myself too much...
Might post a story later,
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-Yawn- Woke up a while ago... It's like... 4 pm. So this is the new image of my blog. Yaaay! Ha ha, kidding. But yeah, new blogger (referring to my life and the way I am), new blog. Deserving, is it not? I'm trying my best to come up with something interesting (mentioned as such in the intro to this blog). So any, and I mean ANY, recommendations are welcome. Not saying I'll necessarily write about whatever is suggested, but it'll certainly be taken into consideration.
Living in a third-world country is sort of odd... (For the record: Yeah, I do live in a 3rd-World Country) Live is always changing (Logically. It always is). The economic crisis has really limited what we can do and stuff. I've moved a total of (wait, let me count...) 6 times. I can't bear the thought of having to move once again if we (my family and I) are no longer able to afford the place we live in now and our life style. It's pathetic, I know.
On a brighter side, I have a free high-school education. So that's some pressure off. Regardless of other "troubles" I might have... I'm actually pretty happy now. My best friend is coming back to live here. It's basically the greatest thing ever :) Anyone who has "lost" a friend in any way possible can vouch for me.
In any case, school's out in two weeks. This coming week bimestrals are in order, then, the following week: SEMESTRALS!(aka finals, for those unaware of the term) Actually, they start this Friday... They make me really nervous... Although I'm exempt in most of my classes. Exceptions to the exemptions: Math (Geometry & Algebra) and Social Studies -twitch- Ugh... I hate those classes... I'm most concerned about the Biology and Spanish Literature bimestrals. Those define whether or not I'm exempt from taking the semestrals for those classes... Nyeh! It's a weekend!!! x3 One I should be studying for, but... school's out of the question to think of at the moment...
Leaving you with this (for now),
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