Begging For Forgiveness

It was never my intention to hurt any of you.
Adieu,
For it pains me to be responsible for it all.
And even if it is not,
I feel it all the same.
For promises of a friendship's oath broken
Mean but the incarnation of Death on a rose bed.
The benevolence given
Has not been properly reciprocated.
It's a cage I have created,
Small, tight, steel bars.
The air is limited within.
Everybody can tell.
But no one will admit it.
No longer worthy of you,
Adieu.
Lies, lies, lies,
Lies are all that lie now.
On the morrow I shall confess.
You'll hate me forever,
But saving you is worth it all,
And for that I shall take on the weight of the world,
Because my love for you burns like no other.
It's the only candle still lit
Providing guidance for my words to forever be eternal:
I'm lost without you.



You and I were meant to meet.
I know it so for its veracity;
Pulsates through my veins,
Etching patterns on my skin.
Over mountains that blur into the background
And the glint of oceans that compare dully to your soul's optics,
Foreign eyes presence my misery.
For now I feel numb;
All pain seemingly gone,
Wishing to manifest itself,
Yet, forever unsuccessfully
Due to promises meant to be kept.
How can such a small body stress
Such grandeur in what our society calls "love"?
Personal meanings for the word
Return to the simple fact that I can only describe it with "you".
Qualms scratch at the insides of the body you claimed to love.
The body desires no soul -a corpse-
For good-bye's are in order
Yet fears their day to come.
Take it back for the last time.

I want to prove that I am worthy of your love.
Time.
Attention.
I wish to make you happy.
Genuinely.
Eternally.
Take me and never let me go.
And I'll once more swear this is the last tear I'll ever cry
For you.



Yet Not Forsaken

Obscure nights split hazy clouds,
Enlightening the moon -a Cheshire cat smile.
Notebooks with messages of Death
Rain on forests that hide
Dark-winged creatures
With vicious jaws
And blood-thirst insatiable.
But a hero, nonetheless,
Deflecting the blade of swords
For the life of a soul-less body.
A soldier,
By the name of David,
With determined step
Walks under starry skies
Toward a world in which
Reality no longer persists.